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2016-05-17 04:35 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
Fine. Then don't kill me. We'll just sit there. Stare at each other. Want to take bets on who they kill afterwards? Not been me so far.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:36 am (UTC)
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fregit
FUCK.
I don't want to fucking beat the shit out of a fucking lump. That's not a fight that's just fucking murder.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:42 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
It won't go that far. They'll get sick of it before you do.
Just play your part and all will be over soon enough.
no subject
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2016-05-17 04:44 am (UTC)
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fregit
How long you been in this shit anyway?
I haven't seen you before. Not that I remember.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:50 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
Been in the cages about three weeks.
I don't expect I'll be here much longer.
How about you, guardian angel?
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:52 am (UTC)
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fregit
Fuck, don't call me angel. It's all selfish.
Been in the cages about four months now. They're waiting till I die in them.
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Date:
2016-05-17 04:55 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
And you won't give them the pleasure, I take it. Good for you.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:56 am (UTC)
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fregit
I kinda like being me.
I don't get to fucking be me anymore if I die.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:00 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
I kinda like being me too.
Or, I did. I guess.
Now I don't particularly want to be alive.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:01 am (UTC)
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fregit
You might get your wish at this rate.
They'll just make another you. One that's a little less of a problem to deal with.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:08 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
That's the way it'll go then, I suppose.
Live, die, it makes no difference to anyone in the end.
Not to me, not to the next me. Not to you.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:12 am (UTC)
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fregit
Except I'm the only dumbass in this hell trying to save your ass. Selfish or not, it makes a difference to me.
Either I die or you're another face I add to the list of people I've beaten to death.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:14 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
Look, just be happy there's no chance I'll kill you.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:15 am (UTC)
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fregit
Listen to you. Acting like any of us get happiness.
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Date:
2016-05-17 05:16 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
I did, once.
I never will again.
None of us will.
But you'll live to see another day in this hellhole.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:29 am (UTC)
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fregit
A month if I'm lucky.
What do they call you?
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:50 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
Five months of this shit is all you got in ya, huh?
I'm sorry to hear that.
Bellen. Bell, if you like.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 12:55 pm (UTC)
From:
fregit
I had some time before that with other things.
Then they thought I'd fight. Now they're bored of me winning.
Zoë. I'd say nice to meet you, Bell, but you're a frustrating one.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-18 12:12 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
Zoë. Your fate is sad.
But who's isn't?
Is there no way out for you?
no subject
Date:
2016-05-18 01:07 am (UTC)
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fregit
I don't even have a count for what iteration I am.
There's never a way out.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-18 06:11 am (UTC)
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abidingtime
I like you.
I'll fight for you, if you want.
Not because I feel bad for you
no subject
Date:
2016-05-18 03:25 pm (UTC)
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fregit
You're not really that bad yourself.
Look, you're not to my level yet. You just gotta not reach me. Throw a punch or two.
I could teach you if you need it.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-18 04:08 pm (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
I'm still not convinced that I need to fight at all. I still probably won't.
But I'll fight against you, since I know what it means to you. You can take me down fair and square.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-18 04:38 pm (UTC)
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fregit
So frustrating.
Fine. At least let me train you so you're not throwing a punch like a little bitch.
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Date:
2016-05-18 04:48 pm (UTC)
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abidingtime
Alright then, you can train me.
I'm only doing this for you, though.
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no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:36 am (UTC)I don't want to fucking beat the shit out of a fucking lump. That's not a fight that's just fucking murder.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:42 am (UTC)Just play your part and all will be over soon enough.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:44 am (UTC)I haven't seen you before. Not that I remember.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:50 am (UTC)I don't expect I'll be here much longer.
How about you, guardian angel?
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:52 am (UTC)Been in the cages about four months now. They're waiting till I die in them.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:56 am (UTC)I don't get to fucking be me anymore if I die.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:00 am (UTC)Or, I did. I guess.
Now I don't particularly want to be alive.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:01 am (UTC)They'll just make another you. One that's a little less of a problem to deal with.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:08 am (UTC)Live, die, it makes no difference to anyone in the end.
Not to me, not to the next me. Not to you.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:12 am (UTC)Either I die or you're another face I add to the list of people I've beaten to death.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:16 am (UTC)I never will again.
None of us will.
But you'll live to see another day in this hellhole.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:29 am (UTC)What do they call you?
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:50 am (UTC)I'm sorry to hear that.
Bellen. Bell, if you like.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 12:55 pm (UTC)Then they thought I'd fight. Now they're bored of me winning.
Zoë. I'd say nice to meet you, Bell, but you're a frustrating one.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-18 12:12 am (UTC)But who's isn't?
Is there no way out for you?
no subject
Date: 2016-05-18 01:07 am (UTC)There's never a way out.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-18 06:11 am (UTC)I'll fight for you, if you want.
Not because I feel bad for you
no subject
Date: 2016-05-18 03:25 pm (UTC)Look, you're not to my level yet. You just gotta not reach me. Throw a punch or two.
I could teach you if you need it.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-18 04:08 pm (UTC)But I'll fight against you, since I know what it means to you. You can take me down fair and square.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-18 04:38 pm (UTC)Fine. At least let me train you so you're not throwing a punch like a little bitch.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-18 04:48 pm (UTC)I'm only doing this for you, though.
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