Account name:
Password
(OpenID?)
(Forgot it?)
Remember Me
You're viewing
abidingtime
's journal
Create a Dreamwidth Account
Learn More
Interest
Region
Site and Account
FAQ
Email
Reload page in style:
site
light
ＢＥＬＬＥＮ
OPEN POST
OPEN POST
May
.
16th
,
2016
10:20 am
abidingtime
Bell isn't available now. Please leave a message.
Flat
|
Top-Level Comments Only
text.
Date:
2016-05-17 02:55 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Anyone ever tell you you're fucking shit in the pits?
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:34 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
Lotsa times. They always pull me out though, so why should I care?
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:36 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
That's a fuckton to gamble on when the fuckwads don't care two shits about you.
Or they won't if you keep disappointing the paying clients. And then they stop pulling.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:42 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
I don't really care one way or the other.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:44 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Holy shit, newbie.
Whatever beef you got with them? It never gets resolved if you die, you know.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:52 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
Then I'll die, and it'll mean nothing. And I'll die over and over again, won't I? And it'll always mean nothing. But it's no better if I live.
There's nothing I can do. But I can do this. I can not play their game.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:53 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Maybe next time you're not so smart.
Maybe next time, you don't even remember who you are.
Pretty winning situation you got going for yourself.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:57 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
I've remembered myself so far. It's been years.
Who asked you, anyway? It's my business if I want to waste myself.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 03:59 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Because I go into the fucking rings too.
And I don't like wailing on people who don't hit back. And I don't want to risk getting offed cause I won't wail on you.
So you're fucking over people like me too.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:10 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
Oh my protest is fucking
you
over.
Deal with it. You've done worse, I'm sure.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:12 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Oh you've been here a few years and suddenly you got the market cornered on whining like a little bitch.
We're all fucked in here. Get used to it.
No one ever wins and throwing your life away does shit.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:19 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
You said it yourself, we're all fucked. So who the fuck are you to give me shit over not caring if I die?
Leave me the fuck alone.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:20 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Because I'm the one usually in the death matches.
And you're heading straight for me at this rate.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:32 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
So just kill me.
It won't be pleasant, and I'm sorry for that.
But if that's how it happens, that's how it happens.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:32 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Jesus. You're too pathetic to kill.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:35 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
Fine. Then don't kill me. We'll just sit there. Stare at each other. Want to take bets on who they kill afterwards? Not been me so far.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:36 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
FUCK.
I don't want to fucking beat the shit out of a fucking lump. That's not a fight that's just fucking murder.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:42 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
It won't go that far. They'll get sick of it before you do.
Just play your part and all will be over soon enough.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:44 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
How long you been in this shit anyway?
I haven't seen you before. Not that I remember.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:50 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
Been in the cages about three weeks.
I don't expect I'll be here much longer.
How about you, guardian angel?
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:52 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
Fuck, don't call me angel. It's all selfish.
Been in the cages about four months now. They're waiting till I die in them.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:55 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
And you won't give them the pleasure, I take it. Good for you.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 04:56 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
I kinda like being me.
I don't get to fucking be me anymore if I die.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:00 am (UTC)
From:
abidingtime
I kinda like being me too.
Or, I did. I guess.
Now I don't particularly want to be alive.
no subject
Date:
2016-05-17 05:01 am (UTC)
From:
fregit
You might get your wish at this rate.
They'll just make another you. One that's a little less of a problem to deal with.
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-17 05:08 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-17 05:12 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-17 05:14 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-17 05:15 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-17 05:16 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-17 05:29 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-17 05:50 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-17 12:55 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-18 12:12 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-18 01:07 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-18 06:11 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-18 03:25 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-18 04:08 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-18 04:38 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-18 04:48 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-18 04:50 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-18 04:53 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-18 04:55 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
text > action
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-18 05:02 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-18 05:17 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-18 10:32 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-18 10:42 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-19 01:03 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-19 01:24 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-19 03:03 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-19 03:07 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-19 03:16 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-19 03:22 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-19 09:52 pm (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-20 03:55 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
abidingtime
-
Date:
2016-05-20 06:53 am (UTC)
-
Expand
(no subject)
From:
fregit
-
Date:
2016-05-22 05:47 am (UTC)
-
Expand
57 comments
Reply
Flat
|
Top-Level Comments Only
Profile
ＢＥＬＬＥＮ
Recent Entries
Archive
Reading
Tags
Memories
Profile
May
2016
S
M
T
W
T
F
S
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27
28
29
30
31
Most Popular Tags
info
-
1 use
Page Summary
fregit
-
text.
Style Credit
Style:
Neutral Good
for
Practicality
by
timeasmymeasure
Expand Cut Tags
No cut tags
Page generated Jun. 13th, 2025 10:00 am
Powered by
Dreamwidth Studios
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
timeasmymeasuretimeasmymeasure
text.
Date: 2016-05-17 02:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:36 am (UTC)Or they won't if you keep disappointing the paying clients. And then they stop pulling.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:44 am (UTC)Whatever beef you got with them? It never gets resolved if you die, you know.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:52 am (UTC)There's nothing I can do. But I can do this. I can not play their game.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:53 am (UTC)Maybe next time, you don't even remember who you are.
Pretty winning situation you got going for yourself.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:57 am (UTC)Who asked you, anyway? It's my business if I want to waste myself.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 03:59 am (UTC)And I don't like wailing on people who don't hit back. And I don't want to risk getting offed cause I won't wail on you.
So you're fucking over people like me too.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:10 am (UTC)Deal with it. You've done worse, I'm sure.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:12 am (UTC)We're all fucked in here. Get used to it.
No one ever wins and throwing your life away does shit.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:19 am (UTC)Leave me the fuck alone.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:20 am (UTC)And you're heading straight for me at this rate.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:32 am (UTC)It won't be pleasant, and I'm sorry for that.
But if that's how it happens, that's how it happens.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:36 am (UTC)I don't want to fucking beat the shit out of a fucking lump. That's not a fight that's just fucking murder.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:42 am (UTC)Just play your part and all will be over soon enough.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:44 am (UTC)I haven't seen you before. Not that I remember.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:50 am (UTC)I don't expect I'll be here much longer.
How about you, guardian angel?
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:52 am (UTC)Been in the cages about four months now. They're waiting till I die in them.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 04:56 am (UTC)I don't get to fucking be me anymore if I die.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:00 am (UTC)Or, I did. I guess.
Now I don't particularly want to be alive.
no subject
Date: 2016-05-17 05:01 am (UTC)They'll just make another you. One that's a little less of a problem to deal with.
(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:text > action
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From: