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fregit
2016-05-17 02:55 am (UTC)
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Anyone ever tell you you're fucking shit in the pits?
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 03:34 am (UTC)
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Lotsa times. They always pull me out though, so why should I care?
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fregit
2016-05-17 03:36 am (UTC)
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That's a fuckton to gamble on when the fuckwads don't care two shits about you.
Or they won't if you keep disappointing the paying clients. And then they stop pulling.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 03:42 am (UTC)
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I don't really care one way or the other.
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fregit
2016-05-17 03:44 am (UTC)
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Holy shit, newbie.
Whatever beef you got with them? It never gets resolved if you die, you know.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 03:52 am (UTC)
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Then I'll die, and it'll mean nothing. And I'll die over and over again, won't I? And it'll always mean nothing. But it's no better if I live.
There's nothing I can do. But I can do this. I can not play their game.
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fregit
2016-05-17 03:53 am (UTC)
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Maybe next time you're not so smart.
Maybe next time, you don't even remember who you are.
Pretty winning situation you got going for yourself.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 03:57 am (UTC)
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I've remembered myself so far. It's been years.
Who asked you, anyway? It's my business if I want to waste myself.
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fregit
2016-05-17 03:59 am (UTC)
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Because I go into the fucking rings too.
And I don't like wailing on people who don't hit back. And I don't want to risk getting offed cause I won't wail on you.
So you're fucking over people like me too.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 04:10 am (UTC)
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Oh my protest is fucking
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Deal with it. You've done worse, I'm sure.
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fregit
2016-05-17 04:12 am (UTC)
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Oh you've been here a few years and suddenly you got the market cornered on whining like a little bitch.
We're all fucked in here. Get used to it.
No one ever wins and throwing your life away does shit.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 04:19 am (UTC)
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You said it yourself, we're all fucked. So who the fuck are you to give me shit over not caring if I die?
Leave me the fuck alone.
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fregit
2016-05-17 04:20 am (UTC)
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Because I'm the one usually in the death matches.
And you're heading straight for me at this rate.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 04:32 am (UTC)
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So just kill me.
It won't be pleasant, and I'm sorry for that.
But if that's how it happens, that's how it happens.
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fregit
2016-05-17 04:32 am (UTC)
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Jesus. You're too pathetic to kill.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 04:35 am (UTC)
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Fine. Then don't kill me. We'll just sit there. Stare at each other. Want to take bets on who they kill afterwards? Not been me so far.
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fregit
2016-05-17 04:36 am (UTC)
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FUCK.
I don't want to fucking beat the shit out of a fucking lump. That's not a fight that's just fucking murder.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 04:42 am (UTC)
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It won't go that far. They'll get sick of it before you do.
Just play your part and all will be over soon enough.
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fregit
2016-05-17 04:44 am (UTC)
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How long you been in this shit anyway?
I haven't seen you before. Not that I remember.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 04:50 am (UTC)
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Been in the cages about three weeks.
I don't expect I'll be here much longer.
How about you, guardian angel?
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fregit
2016-05-17 04:52 am (UTC)
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Fuck, don't call me angel. It's all selfish.
Been in the cages about four months now. They're waiting till I die in them.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 04:55 am (UTC)
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And you won't give them the pleasure, I take it. Good for you.
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fregit
2016-05-17 04:56 am (UTC)
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I kinda like being me.
I don't get to fucking be me anymore if I die.
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abidingtime
2016-05-17 05:00 am (UTC)
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I kinda like being me too.
Or, I did. I guess.
Now I don't particularly want to be alive.
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fregit
2016-05-17 05:01 am (UTC)
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You might get your wish at this rate.
They'll just make another you. One that's a little less of a problem to deal with.
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